I don't have the money to go to see him, and although that was a decision I reluctantly made a few weeks ago, and am sticking to, it is hard to read about people I know who will be going. Friends will be there - who I shall miss seeing, as well.
Overall I know it is right, but doesn't stop me feeling sad ... and then as my clock-radio switched on this morning, it was a sad song playing. Just what I need!
I know a lot of my friends have never even met James for the first time - so I am going to focus on the good thing of having met him already ... and try to look forward to February and the chance to see hi again.
I do sincerely hope that all my friends will have a great time - I shall miss you, and miss being there.
Have fun ...
... and give my love to James!