I signed up for

However the plot has ended up being a Spike - Joyce friendship fic.
So ... Now I have to start again, from a new point .... and get writing. I will finish the other fic as well, but as running against the clock fot the S_S story ... so must concentrate on that.
Anyway, instead of doing that, I am clearing my mind, by doing a longish MEME that I snagged from
1. Last beverage → Tea
2. Last phone call → Mum
3. Last text message → Ros
4. Last song you listened to → Wake up Little Susie, The Everly Brothers
5. Last time you cried → A couple of nights ago.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice → No.
7. Been cheated on? → No
9. Lost someone special?→ Yes ... Jaykub
10. Been depressed?→ Yes
11. Been drunk? → No - I have had lots to drink on occasion ... but never been drunk!
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Green
13. Orange
14. Red
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends → Yes, online
16. Fallen out of love → No.
17. Laughed until you cried → Yes
18. Met someone who changed you → No
19. Found out who your true friends were → I only have one RL true friend, but have had confirmed who my online friends are.
20. Found out someone was talking about you → No
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → No.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life → I have met quite a few at James concerts
23. How many kids do you want to have→ None
24. Do you have any pets → DJ!! .... and Jiffy at weekends.
25. Do you want to change your name → No. ... although wouldn't mind marrying and changing the surname that way!
26. What did you do for your last birthday → Went with Mum and Dad to a stately home in Devon.
27. What time did you wake up today → 6.30 am.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night→ Sleeping alone.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for → Going to London in May!!!!!!
30. Last time you saw you saw your father → Sunday, when I left home to come back here.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? → IMaybe to be "with someone"
32. What are you listening to right now → TV on in the background.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → My third nephew.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? → Trying to think of a start for my story.
35. Sotia didn't have a question number 35. What's up with that?
36. Whats your real name → Deborah
37. Relationship Status → Single
38. Zodiac sign → Cancer
39. Male or female→ female
40. Elementary → Good fun
41. Middle School → OK
42. High school → Spent it being bullied!
43. Hair color → Matching DJ ... with a "bit" of cheating to back to what it was!
44. Long or short → Short
45. Height → 5’ 6 11/2"
46. Do you have a crush on someone? → James Marsters. ... but you all knew that!
47. What do you like about yourself? → That I am an optomist.
48. Piercings → Ears
49. Tattoos → No
50. Righty or lefty → Depends what I am doing!
FIRSTS :
51. First surgery → Repair of right retina
52. First piercing → At 17 - ears.
53. First tattoo → No.
54. First best friend → Penny
55. First sport you joined → Judo
56. First pet → Perry
57. First vacation remembered → Isle of White as a family, when I was 14. Although I remember odd days of previous holidays.
58. First concert → James - May 07.
59. First crush → Toby, when I was 7
60. First alcoholic drink → Whiskey - my Granmother gave it to me on the morning of my Grandfather's funeral when I was 17 ... I had flu but still wanted to go.
RIGHT NOW:
61. Eating → Nothing
62. Drinking → Tea
63. I'm about to → Watch some BtVS
64. Listening to → Still the TV
65. Waiting to → Let inspiration strike.
YOUR FUTURE :
66. Want kids? → No.
67. Want to get married? → If the right guy comes along.
68. Careers in mind? → No, I like what I do.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
69. Lips or eyes → Eyes
70. Hugs or kisses → Both, please!
71. Shorter or taller → Taller than me.
72. Older or Younger → Either
73. Romantic or spontaneous → Both please.
74. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms
75. Tattoos or Piercings → Neither ( but an odd one of either is not a complete turn-off.)
76. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive.
77. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
78. Trouble maker or hesitant→ A bit of both.
HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger → No
80. Drank hard liquor →Yes
81. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes - When I first had my lenses, but not since.
82. Sex on first date → No
83. Broken someone's heart → Don't think so.
84. Had your own heart broken → Not really
85. Been arrested?→ No.
86. Turned someone down → Yes
87. Cried when someone died → Yes
88. Liked a friend that is a girl not that way → Like her, but not in a sexual way.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → Most of the time
90. Miracles → Yes.
91. Love at first sight → Yes
92. Heaven → Yes
93. Santa Claus → Not now.
94. Kissing on the first date? → Yes
95. Angels → Yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes.
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → No.
98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever?→ Yes.
99. What's the one thing you cannot live without? → My faith
100. Posting this as 100 % truth? → Yes