melancholy
kudagirl for the great little friend I now have sitting on my profile keeping me company.Had a busy and enjoyable week at work, yet had a really emotionally low couple of days.
I suppose it was working on Maternity (which occasionally gets to me) and knowing that I won't be seeing James this weekend even though he is due to be over here.
Not seeing James is overall emotionally the correct choice as I know a general con would finish me off emotionally. I have made so many small, but positive steps, over the years, but something like that would set me back. Silly at 51 to say I can't cope with something - but maybe by saying it is a positive sign!
However not seeing James is really hard.
Sad, aren't I?
